Homophobia Attack On Me Last Night! But Why?

Last night after a great night out with friends, I found myself in Mc Donald’s to grab some drunken grub!!

As I approached the counter, I could hear some giggles from a guy and girl behind me….

I turns around and the guy says “Hello” and slums his hands at me…

I reply “hello” and continue to wait to be served.

The guy then pushes in front of me

“Seriously, wtf is that in your right ear mate? what you out to prove”

I give him the FUCK OFF look.

The girl with him behind me continue to laugh

He starts to attack me again

“Seriously take those fucking things out your eat, you sick fuck, what you trying to prove? that you take it up your ass? fuckining queer, take them out”

I begin to get very angry and lash out.

A black lesbian girl comes to my defence and says she will fuck him up.

Now I don’t condem vilence but this MOTHER FUCKER, was a serious CUNT, and I will never let somebody talk to me like that.

As I walk away, he confronts me outside….

I punch him and he punches me back, lucky enough missing my face (but my chest is a little sore though)

Fighting is always a bad idea, but seriously sometimes, some people need a good punch in the face!

A pretty face doesn’t mean a pretty heart!

 

I remember the days, when a date meant possible romance….

Those days seem long gone….

A date today is to see how long you can stand being with somebody before you go home to FUCK…

We as humans have become so superficial, we don’t care for a good heart, we only care for perfection,

PERFECTION DOES NOT EXIST….

I have lived in London almost 6 years know, and with having the biggest heart of anybody I ever know, I see people together and think whats wrong with me?

Uncool style?

Uncool hairstyle?

Just Ugly?

Seriously I am becoming a mess wondering why nobody can take me serious.

I am seen as THE FUNNY GUY….

Something I loved before, but realize now, nobody wants to introduce the funny guy to their parents….

 

Do We Only Befriend Those We Want Sex With?

I have been talking lots with my gay/straight friends about friendships..

Most close friendships have been formed from school/uni or work…

So where do the other friends we have tie in?

Most people have meet somebody online for a quickie……. I know I have (GUILTY FACE)

But why some of those quickie’s turned into friendships…….. are they real?

I believe one of the two still keeps hope a relationship will form.

I have seen it and lived it myself, meeting a guy…. Wanting to have a relationship with them, going out with them, seeing them pull, and going home crying my eyes out….

So is it true, we befriend in the hopes of a FUCK?

A Girl I Know, But Didn’t Know About Her

Today I met with a girl who I once worked with….

She was pretty, very popular, and had a collection of beautiful boyfriends….

She told me how jealous she was of me….

I laugh…. We have drank no alcohol, so it’s defiantly not bullshit drunken chat.

I ask her why on earth she is jealous of me?

She says, your CAMP AS FUCK….. YOU ARE FUNNY………….. CHARMING………. And A GOOD FRIEND…

I wonder as back in work and during work, we HATED EACH-OTHER!!!

So I was very curious to why on earth she wanted to see me?

“I have never told anybody this before…. It’s something I am very ashamed of, but I must tell somebody”

She starts to cry….

“I am GAY… I am a L…. L….”

I finish the sentence for her “You are a lesbian?”

She looks at me….. I stand up and hug her..

She tells me that she had nobody in the world she could tell, and thought of me…

I smile and tell her how beautiful it is, to trust me to tell her secret…. I tell her she is no longer alone in the gay world, she know has me…

Her face smiles…

I look outside……… and realize that behind all the crap and shit……… The world can be a beautiful place………..

And with all the hate me and her had for each-other..

Something that was so hard for her to accept… I was the only one who could help her be herself…

The message of this blog is not to expose…. It’s to live with an open mind and heart for everybody..

Everybody has a light of beauty inside……… sometimes It just takes years and time to reach it…

Love yourself, and each-other….. you never know when you need somebody to show you to YOUR own light!

Guys Today Seriously Have No Compassion

“THOMAS YOU HAVE SUCH A BIG HEART, IT’S BEAUTIFUL”

Well I like to believe I am good at smelling BULLSHIT, but ever now and then one slips past the defensive fence…

I met this guy Steven today, we had been chatting for hours online……

He was close to wear I lived…. and I explained I was not looking for SEX, and he said he accepted that….

“MY PHONE IS DYING, PLEASE CAN I COME OVER AND CHARGE, AND WE CAN CHAT”

Well he seemed nice enough, we chatted threw our old relationships…. and blablabla one thing led to another…

We ended up in the shower together, How ROMANTIC he suggested…..

Well we did some fooling around, but when I told him I didn’t FUCK on first meets, well that was a different story…

Suddenly he wanted to leave, BYE I told him….

Well that was it then….

Guys have no compassion nor respect…. we now live in a SEX/FUCK/SEX/FUCK world and I can hands on my heart say I’ts not for me…..

Do nice guys exorcist? OR  have we all became a reflection of what is expected of us?

 

 

Fragments Sham!!

So in 2007 I was asked by Ross Nickson viva Myspace to take part in an UK featured film, as you can imagine at 17 I was very excited, and expected my 15 minutes of fame…

So I used whatever savings I had, to get a train to a rough area of Manchester where we filmed a scene in the park….

Following the filming, I was never given any release form, or payment (we agreed it would be free but that I would be given a trailer of my scene)

Anyways….. I went out of my way to promise the project, got it up on IMDB, some other UK film websites…… too nice for my own good I am…

It’s now 2013, the whole project was done so long ago…. I have tried to contact the guy but I never hear back from Ross, except for tonight…..

Ross Nickson

hi Tom, working on it right now. Probably another 6 months of editing whenever I’m not in work. Got a rough 90 minute cut, editing the new scenes into it, some grading and then adding the score. Stay tuned for updates, but as mentioned before your scene will probably appear just in a montage no

Thomas-James Fisher

any chance of sending me my scene as we agreed, It would be nice to have it after waiting over 8 yrs lo

Ross Nickson

not at any point soon, priority for me is finishing the actual movie. your scene isn’t edit at all as it won’t be included in the narrative (maybe just in a montage). sorry Tom. Forget about this movie and move your career on

……….. BASTARD…..

If anything, I have learned the entertainment industry is full of users, and unless you sign the dotted line your FUCKED…….

I hope his film career flops, just like his FUCKING LIES, AND BAD ATTITUDE….

In good news……. I wont have my face appearing in his shitty movie, all exists is this blog and a CRAPPY youtube video.